infidelity

That's why i don't understand
that's why i'm feeling so bad now
when i know it was my idea...

I don't want to get into that point of distrust. Maybe i'm just overreacting or maybe too obsessive. God, please help me.

I just wanna feel real love,
feel the home that I live in.
cause I got too much life,
running through my veins, going to waste.

As Robbie Williams poignantly crooned, i do not want to waste every inch of me and my better half.